Failed sunrise with love ❥

 With boyfie ❥

Failed sunrise :/

Our dinner

Didn't get to blog last night since I reached home only at 7am this morning. Well, yesterday I woke up at around 12 plus? And I text boyfie that I just woke up. And he replied saying that he's downstair my house now and ask me to come down. I thought he was joking so I replied "nice try". HAHA. I was like semi-asleep still :-P So I went down, and he was really there. He bought me another bottle of the cough syrup cos I was finishing my first bottle and he asked me to drink now. So I opened the box and saw that there were flowers in it. Omg. How sweeter can this guy get? We had lunch together before he went off to meet him mum. Later in the evening he came to meet me again. We couldn't decide where to go so I suggested prawning? Yea, so he drive to cck the prawning place and we had our dinner there first before prawning. After the 3 hours of miserable prawning, we went down west coast park. Me wanting to wait for sunrise, ended up both of us not going home and sacrificing our beauty sleep. End up guess what? The sun did not even rise up at all :@ So dissapointed. But we did chatted a lot. Makes me really love him. He promised something which my ex did too. And I told him not to make such a promise. Although I really hope we would last, but we will never ever know what the future hold for us. And if you guys didn't know, we were on a whispering date for the whole entire day. That's b'cos I lost my voice and I only can whisper. So difficult to communicate with him. Only can whisper to him when it's really quiet if not I had to type out or write what I wanna say to him.Whatever it is, I just love his company ❥Remember to comment/say hi at the "comment" box with your name. :-) Blessed everyone to not fall ill and love you all.

A day of good memories

 Read my post below to know why is there "Happy Birthday" on it.

"A day of good memories" I went over my girlf house to do a fishball challenge with her and her boyf. All I can say is that the fishball is really difficult to chew it fast and to gobble the next. Whatever it is, it was fun neverthless. Next we went down to Jcube to ice skate as usual. Met up with Yx, Denzel and Dominic. Ice skating is really fun after at least 2-3 rounds of warm-up. First few rounds after you step into the ice can be a nightmare. I need support. :-P But after I gotten the hang of it, it was damn awesome. The cool breeze that go past you if you skate fast enough. After that boyf came to meet up with me at JE than we had dinner together with the rest. Our meet up was kinda last minute though. So we did not had much plan on what to do. But he wanted to watch his football match on Arsenal VS Stroke city??? He's a Arsenal fan. So yea. We went down to Elizabeth hotel located near Far East plaza and was supposedly to watch the match there with other insane Arsenal's fan. However there wasn't any seats available and he couldn't bare me to stand for hours just to accompany him watch the match. So he initiated to go down Henderson wave cos I once told him I wanna go there someday, next time. And we really did went there last night. The view there was really nice, but somehow kinda scary though. Cos it's really dark in some places. Than we chanced upon this restaurant called Alkaff Mansion Ristorante. So we decided to seat there and have a drink since we were both tired. And this sweet guy of mine pushed the chair in for me and the waitress there said he's so sweet cos not many guy did that anymore. Guess what he replied ! He said that's cos it's my birthday today. YES WTH. I WAS SPEECHLESS. But the waitress said that you should do that always even if it isn't her birthday. YES TOTALLY ❥ Alright, so we ordered our dessert first. And yes I was damn stuned. They put a candle at my dessert with the word "Happy Birthday" written on it. And they sang me a birthday song together with my boyf. I was so shy la. All thanks to my mischevious boyf. Haha. He even said we should try this at all restaurant next time. OMGGGGGGGGGG. After desserts, ordered a bottle of dessert wine and it was so f'king sweet. The waiter there is really nice, told him to only pour a little for me cos it's really sweet and he said "you want me to perform a magic for you?" I said yea, so he went off and came back with a can of soda water. Poured it inside my glass of really sweet wine, and damn. It taste so much better. Boyf and I had a really good chat though. ❥After drinking, cabbed down to Cathay to catch a midnight movie. And guess who I saw working at the ticket counter ? HONGTUCK. Fuck yes. He give us free movie tickets and it's couple seat somemore ✌"The cabin in the woods" M18. The movie we watched. And damit. All I wanted was this show to end real fast. It's a damn bloody frightening movie I swear. There were zombies and other really weird scary person/creatures/animals. This is the first movie which scare me the most number of times! I'm sure there's like more than 10? Yea, countless. Just imagine how scared I was? Enough said. Watch this movie yourself if you're above 18 and tell me how was it. Next? Home sweet home.

A day to remember

 This was what he got me cos I told him i'm having a slight sore throat and few days ago I told him I was having an ulcer and I had cravings for Famous Amos cookies. How sweet can he get?

Yes, that's right. A day to remember.Not gonna tell you guys why is that so at the start of my post yet. So you had to read it, in order to know why. Haha :-) If you follow me on twitter, you would probably know who I met up with in the evening. That's right, I met up with Ryan today. So as usual, we meet at Beauty World and he would come pick me up. However, today he was late. That's cos he met with an accident and it was kinda jam too. But oh well, luckily he's fine except for the car. So today was suppose to be a surprise date since he refused to tell me where we would be going. And so I only found out we were going to sentosa after I get on his car. Went to had dinner at this _____ restaurant (sorry, but I forgotten the name) and than to siloso beach for a "stroll". I was teasing him that i'm gonna push him down to the sea and end up I failed to. Instead, he carried me to the sea and than we both got wet. So, since we're already wet. Why not continue getting more wet? HAHA. Okay, that was seriously insane. But we had fun. We satted down in the sea and chat, till we talk about the topic on r/s and than he asked me to be his girlf. I was kinda shock though. My first thought was are you joking or is that suppose to be serious? Haha. Think he ask like 3 times? Cos I didn't know how to react to that. He's the first guy that ask me face-to-face. Naturally I won't know what to answer right? So can't blame me either. But it was really sweet. I accepted him. I really hope we would last. Wish us all the best ヽ(^。^)ノ ❤27 April 2012❤ FYI. Look out for my next blog post. Gonna be doing a fishball challenge with my girlf and her boyf tmr! For those following me on twitter, I know I said I would be doing a Poly VS Sec sch post. But as you can see, my life is getting more interesting each day. So i'll only post that when i'm really free and had nothing to do. But always keep a lookout on my blog k? Alright, love all my readers. Xoxo

Haters? So be it.

Today topic's on haters. I believe everyone do have haters. Be it whether they know you personally or not. Haters only hate the people they can't have or the people they can't be.  Practically, they're just jealous. Be it how you are dressed, the way your hair is styled, your photos (be it photoshop or not), those haters always have something to comment about. "Hate" is such a strong word. Why can't people use "dislike" instead of "hate"? Not like as though they kill your whole family though. Whatever it is, fine if people wanna hate. But at least hate someone whom you know for a reason. And not what? Hate someone without personally know that person ?! C'mon, does hating someone whom you doesn't know makes your life happier? Besides hating, being a keyboard warrior plays a part to it too. Great example of it is this person who commented on my blog about my girlf using the name "Lol". To this Lol guy: What business has it got to do with you on how my girlf pronounce her name? Haven't you heard of two persons having the same name but yet different pronounciation? Don't you know something? Using someone's English to "fight" back in a conversation is the most common thing ever. Don't you have any better ideas? C'mon, try harder. Stop being a coward and have the guts to put your own name there. Or maybe, the reason why you didn't is because your hair looks even shit-ter than hers? LMAO. Anway, here's a video about my girlf commenting on this "Lol" guy. ◕‿◕ I'm okay with people commenting about my blog post or anything, but at least have the guts to put your name down. Cheers to all. Remember to leave a comment at my comment box with your name. Love all my readers and also goodluck to those having your MYE in secondary school and test in Polys. 加油 ❤❤❤
 

Life as a NP student no more

WOOHOO ~ THAT'S RIGHT. I ain't longer a NP student anymore. I've given back my student card to my course manager this morning. My mum and I went down NP just to sign the withdrawal form and to also give this card back. I felt a sense of relief.  Like totally ? I do not had to get expelled out from NP just in order for me to get out of NP anymore. HAHAHAHAHA. Fine, ignore me. You guys wouldn't know how happy I was just now. Whatever it is, I still do miss my L04, T15 and P30 people. They are a bunch of crazy peeps that I love hanging out with. Especially my girls clique! I miss how Qinyi and I used to tease our classmates, each other and even our teachers that would make the whole class laugh. Thinking back, the only module I would ever miss is definetly gonna be NSL. It's the only thing that requires the most hands-on and it's fun though. I always love NSL lessons if it werent't for the rules we had to uphold. Hair must be tied, only covered shoes, no shorts, no painting of nails and it must be short, no coloured hair, no extras of earrings. Yea KTHXBAI. That's it. No more such rules for me. Now you know why I said Nursing ain't for me? LOL. After that, had breakfast with mummy. And seriously? I regretted what I said to her. She ask if whether I wanna share a bowl of mee hoon kuay with her since it's quite a big portion. And i'm like "youmadbro?" I could easily finish the whole bowl myself ! So, we ended up buying two bowls. After I ate like half of the share, i'm like damn full. But I had to finish it no matter what so that mum won't suan me. So I did mange to finish the whole entire bowl and i'm like...............FULL UNTILCANNOT FULL ALR. Cannot tank sia. After eating, I went look for Joelyn. I miss this girl like totally even though I just saw her like 4 days ago? Know her through attachment though. Actually we were only like hi-bye friends. Till my previous attachment when i'm the only one who was in a different shift as my usual attachment mates. So I ended up in the same shift as her. Totally love this girl. We somehow can clique like nobody business. Think my 3 weeks of attachment seems to past even quicker than my 2 weeks attachment mainly because of her too. What's best was that we went for break throughout the whole 3 weeks of attachment, besides the shifts we changed. And she's always telling me about her AHEM. Joelyn, if you are reading my blog: Don't be so touched until cry k? Even though I'm no longer in NP but oh yes, girlfs always. *muacks muacks* FYI: I helped to dyed my bitch-est bitch Jocelyn hair pink today. First bleach it for her before dye-ing it pink. Yes, you didn't see wrongly. She wanted it PINK. That's all I woud be blogging today. Love all my readers ♡♡♡

The best date ever (*^﹏^*)

Looking at my post title, what do you think i'm gonna be posting today? HEHE. ヽ(^。^)ノ So I met up with this guy called Ryan. He pick me up at Beauty World before we head down to Dempsey road for dinner. Ordered like spaghetti for the both of us and also a bottle of white wine? I totally didn't really expect us to talk that much though. I'm happy when i'm with him. Like really. Didn't felt that happy for a long time I guess? There's too many stuffs happening to me and guess I need a breather too uh? After that we had to rush down Plaza Sing to catch a movie. Somehow, I wish that the movie starts later so that we could spend more quality time together though? But nah, it's okay. We enjoyed the movie together as well. Looking at the above picture and video, sure guess what movie we watched right? Yes! TITANIC IN 3D I remembered watching this movie when I am really really young. Err..primary school time I guess? Whatever it is, I don't quite remember the story. All I could ever remember was the drawing of the naked woman and the "you jump, I jump" This show was quite a hit last time though? Anyway, the show wan't like much of what it was suppose to be in the past. That's cos they didn't show the naked woman. Right. I bet many of you are thinking the same way as I did now. LOL. Types of movies I like? Comedy and Romance type of shows. Scary movies are a "no no" thing unless maybe i'm watching it with my boyf ? HAHAHA. Too early to say anything right now. Oh well, the movie ended at like 12am++? YES WTH. We both got a shocked at the timing after we came out of the cinema. After that went around errrrr....... I got no idea where we were heading to and than lastly he send me back home. HOME SWEET HOME ♡

Relationship?

For those that doesn't know me. I am single. If you had been reading on my past post, you might probably somehow know the reason. I used to be someone who gets into a relationship too quickly. You wouldn't imagine how fast I could ever get started with someone. Well, I fall too quickly hence I also get hurts too quickly. Being together with someone ain't as easy as you think. Know what are the relationship killers? Insecurities. Trusting one another. Jealousy. Lack of communication. Assumptions.Lack of freedom. Third parties. All this shouldn't even exist in a r/s. I seriously hate how one person could break up with me once and 3 years later ask me for patch again. If you ever want me back, c'mon. Why initiated the break up in the first place? I'm not a toy you can throw after playing and than wants me back after thinking other toys ain't fun. Whatever it is? My point is that i'm no longer me anymore. Taking r/s too fast will ruin it later in the r/s. I learnt to take it slow and not to rush. I used to hate single life, however i'm getting used to it and also enjoying the freedom I am having right now. Rejecting you doesn't means I don't like you though. It just means i'm not ready for a r/s now and you just ask at the wrong time. LOL. FYI : I hate to be controlled. It's my own problem on whether did I eat or not? What time I'm going to be sleeping? Whether is it a must for me to reply your text? Just stop all this fucking nonsense. You ain't my boyf, so stop acting like one. ☮ Now i'm also deciding whether or not to private my blog. Pft.

周末: Weekends

#DEEKOSH PRATA CHALLENGE

CHUBBY BUNNY CHALLENGE

Before you guys continuing reading my blog post, I'm gonna warn you that this is gonna be quite a long wordy post. So? Up to you to decide whether you wanna continue reading it or just click onto the "X" at the top right hand corner. Okay, let's start. Firstly, HAVE YOU GUYS WATCH THE TWO VIDEO WHICH I POSTED AT THE TOP OF THIS POST ?! I went over my girlf house on a Saturday afternoon just to do this two challenge. Yes, we know it's unglam but nobody is perfect right? It's our first time doing such a video and challenge together,so please SHARE ON FB & RETWEET @ TWITTER. So if you are unsure on what the hell the prata and chubby bunny challenge is about, i'll be telling you right now. Prata challenge was thought by DeeKosh, a YouTuber who has an annoying eyebrows and his fake ascent. The challenge was to stuff a prata into your mouth, along with 4 scoops of curry and sing a song twice. "I love my prata, I love my curry. I love my thosai and I love my sari". The prata challenge was really difficult. I had some trouble trying to stuff the prata into my mouth at first. At my first spoon of curry, I spit the curry out all of a sudden. LOL. Totally unglam to the maximum. When we are done with our 4 spoons of curry, we had problem even opening our mouth just to sing the song. We're more on humming the song instead. At the background if you had listen carefuly, girlf mum was scolding at the back. Than DeeKosh tweeted that it's the most funniest prata challenger ever cos we got a scolding somemore. Now her mum's voice is famous. ROFL. Next, for the chubby bunny challenge. We're suppose to stuff as many mashmellows as possible into our mouth and count the number after successfully putting it inside our mouth. Results? I lost. Only manage to stuff 7 mashmellows while my girlf did 9 and her boyf did 11. OMFG???  And if you notice, her mum's scolding at the back again. HAHAHA. It was really funny though. I had fun :-) So after doing such challenges, we went down Jcube to ice skate. Cannot imagine sia. 11 of us in total to skate. It was really enjoyable. We should totally have more of such outings instead of clubbing as always. And as usual, they head down to zirca after skating and surprisingly, I didn't went down with them. That's cos i'm meeting Clement and Jordan at timah to play pool. It had been really really long since I last met the both of them. All of us are busy nowadays. Poor Jordan is like serving the country now and Clement in ite. Saw Jordan's girlf and another girl she's with. And walaos? So dao. Never say hi. Fine lor. *Flips hair* Went for supper at the prata stall than we decided to ton. The girlf is like pissed of that he's tonning with us instead of going back home together with her and the friend. Like seriously? WTF. Than when she walk off, like some typical cao ah lian sia. So after that we three went play lan, than I saw on fb that the girlf posted this pic of her hand after she had cut her wrist several times after "quarreling with her boyf" which is Jordan. Than she posted "Happy tonning with the damn bitch n ur hao bro.lah hor!limbei bu xi Han-.-" Oh wow? Is so fucking obvious she's calling me a bitch seh. Than I went in her fb and I saw another post "seriously you're a damn bitch! the first time i saw bu already see you bky plus can u just stop contacting my bf? srsly i thought today can spend time with him n u called him seriously fucked up!! bdamn bitch! _|_ -.-" another one was " Oh did I even say about u or tag you?? -.- call me xmm how about you??so what you are bigger than me?big fuck seriously!!-.- even if I cut u huanlo??-.- Lol!! Plus why are you so guilty conscious? Seriously!lmao!!" Sorry if those quoted sentence abit cui ah. B'cos her English really CMI. Pity her sia. Tsktsk. Okay, you see it people? I never even say anything about her and she what? CALL ME A BITCH? Seriously? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I got kinda pissed off lor. Than Clement took Jordan's phone and call her. Ask she now not happy with us ah? Seriously ah, she talk until damn lao lan and keeps beating around the bush. Tell her not happy come down Timah if not she tell us where is she and we go down find her talk. But she too hum to even tell us where the fuck she is at first. Than when Jordan ask, she say they at Hougang. She's just seriously too coward to even meet us face-to-face to talk. All she know is how to be a keyboard warrior. >< After that I went back home to bathe and changed first before we cabbed down Jordan' place to sleep. His mum is damn nice, she paid for our pizza and even boiled soup for us. She was also damn worried we will be hungry so she keep asking what we wanna eat so that she can go down and buy for us. At his house till 6+pm and poor Jordan had to go back tekong to book-in. It's really weird to see him wearing his army uniform when i'm so used to seeing him wearing home clothes. I just can't wait for his POP nowwwww :-) Lastly, home sweet home.

Childhood ❥

Today i'm gonna be blogging for the sake of blogging. That's right. Cos there isn't anything interesting happening today? Firstly, I love powerpuff girls. Their cartoon shows are the best i've ever watch during my chilhood times. Which is my fav ? BLOSSOM ❥ Why I didn't choose bubbles or buttercup? Because I love blossom's long hair, her super powers are like laserbeam eyes and the capabilites to froze you into ice. If I had such powers, I would turn my house into an ice skating ring. LOLLLLL. *Daydream* Besides that, she is also the leader of the powerpuff girls. People's like saying but bubbles so cute, why not her? That's b'cos I think she too act cute with her damn squeaky voice. And what? She talks to animals? Okaycan. As for buttercup? She too rough already la. As a young girl still in the past, I very gentle lea. How to like her? And seriously? I effin love their song. SUGAR SPICE AND EVERTHING NICE ❥Nowadays there isn't any nice cartoons showing already. There used to be kids central, and now it's like okto? The cartoons they are showing now ain't called cartoon anymore. There was Tom & Jerry showing on Okto just now, I watch for awhile and i'm like? Hell no, tom & jerry wasn't suppose to be like that. Tom is suppose to chase after jerry always and what I was watching were that Tom & Jerry helped each other? ✌ P.E.A.C.E ☮ Okaycan. End up I switched channel -.- That's all i'll be blogging for today. Hope I didn't bore my readers uh? Be ready to expect what i'll blogging maybe tomorrow or the day after. That' cos i'll be doing the chubby bunny and deekosh's prata challenge with my girlf tomorrow. Excited much?

BitchesSHOP.

FUCK YES. I went out with my bitch-es bitch today ♡ Shopping with her is the best thing ever. Shopping with my boyf or other girl friends ain't as fun and crazy as shopping with her. That's cos she's my closest bitch ever. We know each other way long back since secondary sch. Hey bitch I know you are reading my blog, remember my 1 Jan 2006 joke? HAHAHA. Okaycan. We started getting close since sec two when we were split into groups to do out IPW project, till than? We remains close friends. I think I wanna become lesbian already. I love her so fucking much ♡ LOLLLLL. After she reads my blog, she sure thickskinned again. Never fail derhs! Last mon I used her phone and went in my fb profile using her acc and type: "I love this bitch alot". And I forgot to go back to newsfeed, when she unlock her phone. She saw what I typed. HAHA! SIBEI FAIL X____X Than today, same thing. Just that now is her turn to use my phone and go in her fb profile and type: "This bitch is so chi that i love her damn much" And i'm like what's chi bu? Actually she wanted to type CHIO BU. Epic sia ~ MY BITCH IS A CHI BU. SHE SO FUCKING CHI THAT I LOVE HER SO MUCH.♡♡♡ Alright anyway, we went down Far east for luch and I bought my shoe. Next, Taka find a shop, Cineleisure to buy earrings, 313 somerset to buy our couple slippers, plaza sing to buy her stuffs and finally Bugis is our last stop. I bought a chiffon top, white HW shorts and more earrings? The stuffs i'm carrying is like super heavy? Damn tiring can. Especially when I bought my polaroid camera out today too! How I wish a guy is there with me to carry my stuffs for me like seriously? Her boyf came after that to pick us up and TADAH! HOME SWEE HOME ~

I hate my life.

You read my title of this post, saw the picture I posted. Yes, that's exactly how i'm feeling right now. I hated my life, therefore i'm tired of every single thing in life. Everyday I woke up, i'm just so sick and tired of it. I ain't living in my own world now, i'm living in a world what this society perceive me to be. Now I am applying what I learnt in Year 1 for MS module. Okaycan. How ironic? Went down to school with my parents to talk to the course manager and also Miss Sukdev. No matter what they say, all my answers was just a plain rejection to them. That's how much I wanna get out of this course. Because of that, the course manager refuse to sign my withdrawel form. Fine? If you really refuse to sign, go ahead. I'm not gonna come back for lessons anymore. Go ahead and expel me from school 3 months later. So now my parents also refused to let me go for private school too uh? Fine. I'm gonna start working than. Even better. That's what I wanted always too. I wanna leave this place, yes I love singapore. It's where I belong, but i'm no longer me anymore. I don't know what came over me. Why am I like that nowadays? I no longer know myself. People have to stop asking me what I want to be when I grow up. Cos I have no fucking idea. You won't even know what will happen to you in the future, just fucking care about what you are experiencing right now. For all you might know, you will be dead. 10 over years ago, I nearly got into a car accident. I would most probably be dead by than if my brother didn't pulled me away in time. Now thinking back, I rather him not saving me. I rather be off dead.

Bitch please?

Today was like a ultimate pissed off day for me. Went down school with mum just to see the course manager and cos didn't book appointment, we had to come down tmr instead. Absolute waste of my time. She called me later on saying she's not free to meet us at the time we stated so ask me to go for my lessons first before she meet us at 1pm. I told her I won't be going for lessons anymore cos I already want to quit Nursing. And she's like you must go, it's complusory. And i'm like so what? Than she still say she will ask all my lecturers to look out for me to see if whether i'm attending class. We quarreled, seriously. She's like what's with this attitude and tone of yours? So I replied than what' with your attitude too? She say she started it cos I was the one who started it first. Seriously? FUUUUUUUU. Still say if I don't come down tmr with my parents, she ain't gonna sign my withdrawel form. Bitch? Threaten? Fine. I come down tmr. I gotta feeling i'm gonna quarrel with her face-to-face. But seriously I don't care. I already make my stand. You're the one who don't get through your head. Life is mine, let me make my own decison. I'm stubborn, right. That's cos i'm fighting for what I really want in life now. Bitch? Just sign that fucking form and MYOB. Went back home and slept for 5 hours. Right, that's how tired I am. I'm always lacking of sleep. My skin condition is also super bad now. I hate it Please let me die in my sleep tonight?

TEXT ME WITH YOUR NAME IF YOU HAVE MY NUMBER.

Yes you see my titile above? TEXT ME WITH YOUR NAME, IF YOU HAVE MY NUMBER. Tyvm <3 If you guys had read my past post, you will know that I had lost my phone. Eventually, including all my contacts as well. Hence, TEXT ME LIKE RIGHT NOW! And for some reason, some how? I miss the phone at the top of this post. No matter how many times you drop it, it won't fail you or anything. It even have my favourite game! "The Snake"? HAHA. Well, if only relationship could be that strong no matter how many times a couple quarrels. Yes as you can see, I have absolutely no faith in r/s now. Because of what I had been through. "Guys will be guys". People are saying, not all guys are the same. But nah? I rather not let my guards down anymore. A few days/weeks/months of sweet talk can win me over easily, but when they got me? Will they still treat me as good and sweet as they were before they win me over? I'm always having this negative thoughts when it comes to r/s. Sigh..cos of a jerk. Oh well? Anyway, i'm suppose to be updating about what I had been doing today, so yea? Met up with Jian Xing at Bukit Timah Plaza for lunch before my lesson starts at 1pm. And than he walked me to my HS block and that's when he realise how freaking far HS block is. And I totally regretted not asking him to stay with me for my lecture. I was like so bored during lecture? Wei jie beside me like...than the guy beside me like....and i'm like.... yea okay. You understand what i'm saying. Lecture is never interesting. It's more like a timeslot for me to play on my itouch and text on phone. Luckily it only lasted for 1hr -.- Next was 2hs of tutorial. The lecturer is funny? Maybe cos of her pronounciation since she came from HK. And nabei. Dumbass Wei Jie sabo me. Now teacher call me "the naughty one". LOL. Is not naughty lor. Tsk :@ Than we were told to form our own team, so coincidentaly we are already seating in group of fives. Our group was insane. We make the most noise! And were the first to stand up when she said we are able to go. Than back home to nua and also webcam with Jian Xing before I went down Jcube to look for my bitch. 6 of us went skate today: Me, Bitch, Bitch's bro, Bitch's boyf, Dominic and Yixiang. IT WAS FUN FUN FUN. *Except for the tiredness and pain on my leg* Ended skating at 9.30pm then drove her brother back home before we 5 went over Newton for supper. Had tze char and ordered a lot of food sia. I'm a fatty bom bom ): Lastly, home sweet home <3 Goodnight all. Sweet dreams. Xoxo. REMEMBER TO TEXT ME WITH YOUR NAME IF YOU HAVE NUMBER.

First day of sch

First day of my Year 2 in poly. But I ain't excited about it. That's cos today is an all lecture day. One word: BORING. So, today lesson suppose to start at 11am. But Wei jie and I both late so we decided to skip lecture. HAHA! Skipping lesson on first day? Okaycan. Seeing all those freshies today remind me of my first day in school. I'm like blur and can even get lost in school ! LOL. Today I also realised that there's toastbox/mos burger/new canteen open in sch. I'm like wtf? You only open when I wanna quit sch liaos ?! Seriously ? FUUUUUUUU _I_ K, went back home after sch ends with shannan than nua at home for like about 20 min? Before Jian Xing suddenly told me his class ends early and I had to leave house and walk back to school again to meet him for dinner. Than slack ? Lastly, home sweet home <3
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Busy weekends

Sat was a really busy and yet nerve wrecking day for me. If you know me, yea you'll probably guess so why. My sjab zone 5 FAC. My two teams had been training for months. And if you don't know, I had been focusing mainly more on my girls team which are called the nursing for girls and ambulance for guys. I train them on footdrills and home-nursing. As for first-aid not really though? Cos I sucks at it. I'm only good at teaching CPR in the past, but now there's a new CPR format which I'm not sure too. Look at the pic on top, they're my nursing team with a steward and reserve. Well, they didn't manage to win anything though. But neverthless, I am proud of them. I believe they did their best. But what's really heartwrecking is that they're only 7 marks away from attaining a third placing. Oh well, every year FAC i'm always feeling nervous for all of my cadets. But I don't act it out I guess? I don't wish to add anymore stress on them. And for my ambulance team, they got third placing. I feel happy for them too. However, they could had done better. I believe in their capabilities.

Next after dinner with my juniors, I head home bathe, changed and went down powerhouse. Didn't feel like going at first cos i'm really tired since I woke up at 7.15am in the morning. To me, i'm single. So don't interfere with who I danced with/how much I drink/where i'm going. I mean comon' ? What happens in club, remains in club. I seriously hate it when someone interfere so much with who I danced with. When in club, coincidently I even met up with Terence and Phoomin. Absoutely perfect night. But I only manage to dance with Terence but not phoomin. Who cares anyway? I dance with like 3 different people that night too. Last night was insane, cos we were celebrating yx's birthday than they ordered like 4 bottles of vodka, 1 tower, 1 waterfall and 1 champagne? #youmadbro? I didn't drink much cos I don't wish last wed incident to repeat! HAHA. I've learnt my freaking lesson k? Party till the last song which ends at 5am than slack awhile with Dominic and Yx since the rest went for breakfast at dunno whr cos someone drives. Than finally manage to catch a cab at around 6.30am back home.

Slept till 2.30pm in the afternoon on Sun until my girlf text me where are you? And I replied: Home sleeping. HAHAHA! Cos i've arrange to meet her at 2.30pm at Jcube! End up we meet 4.30pm to ice-skate instead. The pic at the top wasn't taken today. It was like taken 2 weeks ago at kallang. So yea. Skating at Jcube was fun? Haha. I hate their new skates. I prefer the one with lace. It not only doesn't make my leg hurt as much but i'm also able to skate backwards. I'm so used in skating backwards and the skates at Jcube only can skate infront :@ So bo bian. Try try lor? I was holding on to my girlf while skating then after like 2 rounds? Yea, I got the hang of it. It was fun, but my leg damn tired due to the skates. At kallang, I only rest once. But over at Jcube, think I rest for more than 5 times? After skating, cab down my house nearby the restaurant and meet up with my family for dinner to celebrate my second aunt's birthday. Next? Home sweet home.

Sorry for the long wordy post. I long winded k? Happy? Don't read la. And school's starting tmr and i'm having doubts on whether should I go sch since it's a all lecture day and I also wanna quit NP liaos. Alright, nights all lovelies <3

Black Friday? #Okaycan

I haven't been updating my blog for many months already, so it ain't surprising if peope stop reading my blog. I am really bored at home now, so why not? Just blog lor. As you can see, this is my only blog post left in this pathetic blog, that's cause I deleted all my past post cos it only brings back bad memories which I don't wish to remember ever again. Right, i'm talking about a ex of mine. We were so close. Even thought of getting engaged after my 3 year of poly. Now? Dreams are crashed. My trust for him just left me crying in tears. I was hurt deeply. I didn't expect him to break up with me. Till now, I still can't trust someone that easily anymore. Relationship to me are just lies. "Guys will be guys" That's my favourite sentence now. Well? Beg to differ? Than that's your problem. Ain't mine. All I every wanted was someone to love me for who I am. If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best. #Singleftw (Y)

Besides talking about r/s problem and stuffs, yea I wanna RANT OUT LOUD !

Apparently I was at phuture just two days ago, which is on wed ladies night. And if you follow me on twitter or added me in facebook, you will know what happen to me. YES I GOT DRUNK AND LOST MY PHONE. I remember vomitting outside phuture and I was told I even vomitted inside phuture! Omfg sia. I was so dead drunk that I can't even stand properly? My friend and even the bouncer there had to pull me out. And also because of that, I fall many many times. Head also got knock many times. Left me with many bruises on my arm/leg and like two bumps on my head? Yea. Okaycan. When i'm drunk, I don't care about anthing. Cos I practically can't feel anything. What's worst was the hangover part. My head was hurting like a bitch and my world is spinning. I woke up several times at night just to vomit too. That totally sucks big time. Oh wait! I'M SUPPOSE TO BE TALKING ABOUT MY PHONE! Back to topic. It totally sucks that I lost all my contacts. No free unlimited text, free in-coming calls, out-going calls and worst?! NO 3G. Kill me x________x Curse that person who took my phone and not returning.

Tomorrow is Sat. Big big day for Zone 5 SJAB I guess? It's our Annual First-Aid Competition. As usual, I had been going down secondary school to train my juniors. But I still feel they are not ready for it. They still don't take it seriously and aren't training hard enough? Well, that's what I feel. But no matter what the resuts are, I will be glad to know they are already trying their best and I'm proud of ever single one of them. For those that know me, they would know how crazily in love I am with sjab. It's like a part of me. Nothing could even seperate the bond I had with my juniors. I fucking LOVE them all <3